Because I wanted to leave Tumblr, forever and ever, Amen.
A Tumblr-relationship that meant the world to me brokedown causing my heart to break, and I was also receiving some ridiculous Anon hate. Blogging wasn’t fun anymore. When I’m sad and hurt I tend to overreact, so I deleted my old blog. It did end up feeling good in the moment - very cathartic.
However, then I realized that there were several people on here that meant the world to me, and I was a fool to leave them.
First and foremost, my amazing
wife best friend isthatabutterfly, and my sweet mistress friend cumbercheekstoner who have been with me from the very start. They never judge me, they let me act a fool, they do nothing but support me, they love me for who I am, they put up with my nonsense, they help me when I’m losing it, and I love them. Dearly.
It’s still a little weird being here. I don’t feel like I’ve gotten back into the swing of things yet, but I’m trying. Part of me feels embarrassed for over-reacting, but it is who I am.
I let go of 500+ followers, and there are a lot of posts I wish I had’ve copied before saying goodbye to shh-carrie-is-dreaming. That stings. Oh well. Onwards and upwards!
Sorry for the essay length response, but I want people to know I am not a drama queen, just a fool :)
Tagging the following people because you are a big part of the reason I came back, and I love you all very much!
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I love you sweetie and I’m glad you are here.